Things have gotten bad just as they were looking up.
I couldn’t bring myself to leave the house. I feel like I’m pushing myself too hard. Trying to stretch myself too thin. I feel like an idiot. I’ve let so many people down, my employers especially. I think I’ve lost my job now. I just feel like I’m letting everyone down. I don’t know how I’m going to cope with school on Monday. It was bad enough seeing two people who aren’t my close friends. I can feel myself breaking again. Also yesterday I learnt that I put on weight. Everything is falling apart again. I really don’t know what to do.